No Choice, Really.
I’ve been thinking lately that I may have no choice other than to get a job in a factory somewhere. I’d be doing a job standing up which will kill my back. I apply constantly to customer service, data entry, call center positions… Any desk job that I can do. No phone calls. No interviews. Nothing. I will be eating ibuprofen, aleve & the tramadol I am prescribed like candy to do it. I don’t want to think of the pain I’ll be in, but I’ll have to just deal with it. The tramadol is the only “pain killer” I can get since no PM doctors will help me with real pain medicine since I don’t have insurance. They don’t do much good. They kinda dull the pain to where I can stand up about 5 minutes before I have to sit down for a few minutes. It’s better than nothing I guess.
The place that I’m working at now is managed by the most irritating people. I’m serious when I say that EVERYONE working here has told me that the manager, & assistant manager, are both “crazy”, “stupid”, & are “liars”. We have a staff of less than 15 people, so I when I say everyone…I mean EVERYONE that works for them. I don’t know how much more of this place I can take.